I’ve been having bouts of feeling inadequate. No particular reason. Just random signs that seem to tell me, “Hey, you’re just not good enough, kiddo.” And I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. Is it because I’m turning 25 this year and I feel that I haven’t reached my potential? Is it because at almost-25 I am still single, living with my parents, and going to work as if it were just school? I used to think that by the age of 25, I’d be planning my wedding already. I’m still a kid learning my way around the world.
Sometimes, you’re in a bad mood and everything is just magnified ten thousand times. The littlest thing can strike a nerve and you go off at someone in an instant. You can’t take that back and I’d like to think that at that precise moment, what you were feeling was valid. And just because you felt that way for just a little bit, doesn’t mean that you forget about it in the same amount of time. My hormones are going haywire but I still feel really bad about it. And I know it’s not just because of my stupid period.
